Nothing Stays The Same

No matter how much you hope that things won't change, they eventually do. Try as hard as you might, the only thing you can control is yourself. And even that seems difficult for you sometimes. Lately, it seems as if what was is no longer. Everything is changing in front of your eyes. What can you depend on anymore? Nothing at this point. But if all that you are hoping for is that everything stay the same, then what is there for you in life. Even you change as difficult as that may seem to be. Has hard as it is for you to adapt to the unfamiliar, hold your judgement of others and what they do. You may not understand what is happening to those around you, but they may be just as confused about you as you are of them. So know that as you slowly open yourself to the things that are changing around you, the universe is creating a place where you are meant to be. Leave others be, as you learn to become more comfortable with yourself. 

The road always seems longer when you don't know where you're going...

(I'm so used to change that when everything is calm, I begin to worry. It's like waiting for the other shoe to drop. I know something is coming. Not sure what or when, but shoes come in twos. So if I wait long enough, change is sure to come. I look forward to change because it means that the universe is moving me. It doesn't always have to be moving forward. I sometimes move to the side. All I know is that nothing stays the same.)